I was the accompanist in the family. My brother was the singer. I remember once singing alto on a hymn in church and my brother leaning over to tell me I was off-key and that maybe I shouldn't sing so loudly.
That was that until I was 21 and my mom got me in with a family friend for a few voice lessons before I headed off on a two-year mission for my church. The thinking was I'd probably have to sing as a missionary (most do) and it might be nice to know what I was doing.
Those lessons helped a bit, but didn't do much for my confidence in singing. I did sing a lot as a missionary though, and came back feeling like if nothing else, I could carry a tune and sound okay singing in a choir. Over the years, I've grown more confident with singing, but only if the songs are safely in my range and not too technical. Handel's Messiah is great to sing along with in the car. NOT so good in a public setting.
Today I took a step way out of my comfort zone and sang a full solo in church. A full 5 minute solo full of a pretty popular church hymn adapted with some really slow sections that would only work if I believed in my voice.
It was terrifying. But I survived, and I think it sounded okay. Listening back to my amateur recording, I'm actually very satisfied. I tried do to all those "sing with emotion and tell a story" tips they give the contestants on American Idol. So it was probably a much better performance to see live.
But if you're curious, here's the audio.
4 comments:
That was beautiful! You did a great job, and you are FAR braver than I. Thanks for sharing the beautiful music.
I have always been a bit envious of your voice. You have a great one and can sing beautifully!
I am happy that you recorded it, just so I can hear you sing in church again.
lovely, positively lovely...
WOW. that was awesome julie. Any one who can get me to listen to a church song these days has to be great. and you are. cant wait to see you in utah!
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